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Post by EMMA JOANNE MARX on Aug 26, 2011 20:57:27 GMT
Emma felt nothing as her lover ran over to her side, presumably holding her close, she could just about hear her voice as she drifted further into the darkness. Then she was completely unconscious, the beat of her heart slowing down before coming to a stop as Jordan lifted her up and put her in the car. There was no life left in Emma except the five minutes after death when the brain is still working. Her mind was trying to get back to Jordan but she was slipping away, maybe that wasn't so bad though, it had been what she wanted afterall.
In her mind she was walking towards the darkness, allowing it to consume her, and then suddenly she felt a gush of air enter her body. To her there was just darkness, in the real world Jordan had got her to the hospital and the doctors had managed to restart her heart and put an oxygen mask over her face so that she could breathe properly. Minutes later and she could hear people shouting as she felt her body moving somewhere, the doctors and nurses pushing her through the hospital. Doors opened and then the movement stopped, she was wondering what was going on until she felt her body get raised and then put down again on a hospital bed. She could feel the doctors and nurses checking on her and hooking her up to loads of machines but all that Emma wanted to do at this moment was go to the darkness. She still wanted it all to be over.
Emma's mind ran over everything that had happened over and over again, even in a coma life still ticked on, the mind functioned but the body didn't. Even sleep was possible, which is ironic considering a coma is pretty much one long sleep. Never the less Emma felt herself drifting off to sleep, her mind fighting for her to stay awake. It was completely useless. Within seconds she was asleep and dreaming about Wonderland. It was so peaceful at first, a nice little tea party with a talking rabbit and some crazy guy with a weird hat, then it started to get disturbing as some queen turned up with her army. Emma found herself running away, running as far away as possible, but then she fell into a never ending drop which was getting darker and darker each second.
In the real world her heart monitor was flatlineing as it, and her breathing stopped once more. Death seemed inevitable at this moment in time as, in her mind, the darkness was consuming her. The doctors and nurses rushed into the room, trying desperately to do what they had to in order to get her back. Emma felt sharp shocks as she continued to fall, the dream world that she had been in now made up of complete darkness. This time though she didn't want it, she wanted to be safe in Jordan's arms and being told everything was ok. She was slipping away though and no matter how hard she tried to fight the darkness always dragged her further and further into it.
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Post by JORDAN ANNETTE BAKER on Aug 27, 2011 5:18:42 GMT
Jordan sat by her bedside, sat there holding her hand until she head that noise. Emma was flat lining and she jumped up wanting to slap the life back into her. She was frustrated. How could she have done this to her? A cry of agony was the only thing that could manage to escape from her mouth as tears gushed from her eyes. The Doctors and nurses came in pulling her away from Emma's bed and she fought, begging them to save her and screaming at Emma for leaving her. She was confused. Confused on how to feel and how to react. Emma had been selfish, she thought that Emma loved her but all this time Emma had been hurting and Jordan had been too stupid to notice. Her own pride and faults getting in the way of her ability to think. Jordan was a mess and she knew she would be even more of a mess without Emma. This couldn't be, Jordan had just found her. Emma couldn't leave her, it was unfair.
Outside of the room several nurses tried to calm her down, she felt her body shaking trembling with anger and agony. Her body temperature was raising as her pupils began to enlarge. She needed to leave, there was no way she would be able to stop this transformation. Her muscles tensed and twitched and she could tell from the alarmed expression of the nurses that they knew something was happening to Jordan. Something that they weren't used to seeing. Managing to break free she ran, ran far away from the hospital only managing to barely make it out the door before she fell on all fours and howled in agony. She didn't care if there was anyone around....she wanted Emma back.
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Post by EMMA JOANNE MARX on Aug 31, 2011 23:55:23 GMT
The doctors and nurses ran around Emma, making a big fuss as they continuously tried to revive her. In her mind she was almost entirely consumed by darkness by now but she continued to try and fight it. The shifter desperately wanted to come back, she had to, she needed to be there for Jordan. She felt more sharp shocks, the doctors using their last efforts to bring her back. Jordan... Jordan... Suddenly her heart started beating again and she could once again feel the oxygen mask on her face. She was back, the doctors had done it. Emma was back and she was starting to feel and hear things again. They gave the machines a quick check before congratulating each other for the good job. Emma just wanted to say something sarcastic but once again she was in her comatose state.
She was breathing normally again, still using the oxygen mask for support. Emma thanked the lord for saving her before one word ran through her mind, Jordan, where was her girlfriend? How come she could not hear her or feel her. Had she just left? No, Jordan wouldn't have done that. Emma would just wait, well there was nothing else she could do, and see if she came back. Being saved from death was one thing but right now what Emma wanted more than ever was to wake up and see her lover's beautiful face again. Didn't look like that would be happening any time soon. Then again, miracles did happen.
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Post by JORDAN ANNETTE BAKER on Sept 4, 2011 2:42:18 GMT
Jordan ran around the building a few times, scaring off anyone who happened to be walking by. It was a very unlikely thing to see a wolf frantically pacing around the hospital but in Jamerson Falls were vampires had just recently come out of the coffin it certainly wasn't that far fetched. Whimpering she ran to her car and pawed at the side door trying to hit it just right so that she could get the the spear clothes she always carried just in case she needed it. When the car door was opened and her clothes were now securely in her mouth Jordan darted into the bushes to shift back and change. It only took a matter of minutes before the brunette girl was walking away from the hospital gardens as tears continued to run down her face. It was around that same time that Jordan had a feeling she needed to go back.
Jordan's hard gently squeezed her soulmates as she smiled. The nursed and doctors had told her when she returned that Emma was now stable. Jordan couldn't but help apologize for her sudden outburst and then disappearance. "I'm here hun." she whispered as she rubbed Emma's hands with her finger, "I didn't forget you..." she said as she kissed her cheek. Emma was her world and to lose her would be like losing a part of her heart.
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Post by EMMA JOANNE MARX on Sept 4, 2011 3:11:04 GMT
Emma wanted to smile as she heard her girlfriend's voice and felt the touch of her fingers against her skin as well as the soft kiss on her cheek. Why the Hell had she wanted to give all this up? It made no sense to her now. Her life was perfect with Jordan in it and in that moment there was one thing that she was sure of and that was that things would be different from now on. No more regrets. Emma had to live for the moment and be happy with the way things were now; she had a girlfriend that she loved so much, there was no chance in Hell that she was ever going to give that up now.
"Can you keep the noise down and just kiss me?" Emma's voice was more of a whisper, her Dallas accent as clear as it had ever been. Slowly opening up her eyes she turned to face Jordan, ignoring the fact that she felt very weak. Her hand raised up slightly before dropping down again, "I feel like crap." Emma furrowed her eyebrows slightly, "and what the heck is over my mouth?" She was of course refering to the oxygen mask on her face. Her eyes stayed fixed on Jordan as she tried to smile, she was back and ready to deal with life no matter what it threw at her. The only problem now was the fact that being in a coma had made her weak, she could barely move and that sucked because all Emma wanted to do right now was hug and kiss her amazing girlfriend.
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Post by JORDAN ANNETTE BAKER on Sept 4, 2011 5:03:05 GMT
Jordan laughed as a wave of relief washed over her. It had been a gentle laugh, but none the less it had slowly formed a smiled on her face as she gazed down on her girlfriend. She had a sense of humor about everything even about her NDE. It wasn't long before Jordan allowed herself to slowly and gently wrap her arms around Emma's fragile and weak body. Jordan tried her best to not hurt her more, Emma's body had been through a lot. The last thing Emma needed was Jordan squeezing her to death. An outcome neither of them wanted.
"Don't ever do that again." she whispered kissing Emma's cheek a few times, "You had me worried sick." she admitted with another smile. It certainly wasn't a subject that Jordan wanted to joke about but it wasn't one she wanted to dwell too much on either. The fact was that Emma was now back. That was all that seemed to matter at that time. "Do you need anything?"she said in a low whisper wanting this moment to remain as intimate as possible despite the nurses that seemed to be walking in and out of the room to check the machines.
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Post by EMMA JOANNE MARX on Sept 5, 2011 21:44:50 GMT
Emma found herself being gently hugged by her girlfriend and she smiled as she did her best to hug her back. This was a moment for them to be happy and enjoy. A chance to start over with no mistakes. "Don't ever do that again." She felt Jordan's kisses on her cheek and laughed gently, "You had me worried sick." Emma frowned a little before smiling again, trying to move on from her act if stupidity and just enjoy life. Death hadn't been the answer, the answer was this amazing woman that she had in her life; her beautiful girlfriend. "Do you need anything?"
Emma didn't know what she needed but she knew what she wanted, one hand raised up and stroked Jordan's cheek, the other took off her oxygen mask, then suddenly she pulled Jordan into a passionate kiss, pressing her lips against the soft one's of her lover. Once she had finished she let go and stared deep into Jordan's eyes, speaking in an almost perfect French accent she told her girlfriend what she wanted, "je veux ton amour." Emma wanted Jordan's love, an unconditional love, she wanted to belong to this amazing woman and for them to be madly in love with each other and have a perfect life. Emma wanted love, happiness and acceptance. The smile on her face never faded as she continued to stare at her one true love.
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